justrun-.

FAT

i have been eating too much. i think it's the stress. and then the fact that we didn't run on wednesday. and weds is my major fat burning day. that means i'm one day full of kcals fatter than normal. ew. don't you think that's ew?

that's right i'm going crazy

sea games people are going going gone. i think tues was prob the last time we'd saw 3 of them at training. then fri they don't with us. hm sat perhaps jingxian will come. yestd's trng was sucha scare. i came early and then nobody turned up till 7 -.-" very scary. i hate it when so few people come for training. makes training so boring. i hate training alone. can call it a phobia. sigh. then O level people (jina and tanyiloong) will be back soon! i think. yeah. hopefully they will come for training. haha.

oh no i should stop eating so much. and i am very lazy. i need school. school is the structure in my life! the stimulus in my brain! the "y" in my d-a-y (my day isn't complete without it). actually, i can say the exact same thing about training. but since training is still on-going there is no need to moan about it. well other than the fact that guojiaolian's going to be gone for 2wks with the seagames people. and lovely sally will be taking over. oh dear. no guojiaolian = no motivation. jiaolian's always encouraging us. and the fear he instills in me is what keeps me going during hard sessions. so no guojiaolian is sad. i will become a fat blob.

my left ear is infected and it's very painful. owch. my left eye is swollen. okay there' something about the left side of my body. it's warped. you see, my left foot is the foot with all the blisters as well. interesting. coincidence? i think not.

someone save my ear.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [14:13]

and took [20051118] strides

it's the passion that drives you